Hair: Done at a salon, but I had my clip-in extensions in.

Makeup: Did myself using random eyeshadows. Gold to copper to dark brown. Basically an entire tube of mascara. Black eyeshadow on both waterlines. Liquid and powder foundation, plus bronzer. No fancy, expensive makeup (:

And for the record, I broke my ankle not too long ago.. soo I chose to forgo the heels!

I've been stuck in my bed since last Wednesday night. I mean, I've gotten out a few times, mainly when my best friend Savana snuck me out of the house, haha. My ankle is broken, in two different places. I was playing in a softball game on Wednesday night, and I slid into home. Apparently when I slid, my foot twisted the wrong way, because it felt like it was sprained the minute I got up. I figured I would just shake it off, and go up to bat anyways. So after playing on a broken ankle for about 20 more minutes, I turned the wrong way and felt a sharp pain and it felt like something wasn't connected together. Soo I took the out when I went up to bat, and sat down outside the dugout. The minute I took my cleat off, my ankle was the size of a kiwi, and it was disgusting. I called my mom, and she took me to the ER. After spending four or five hours there, I was sent home with a temporary cast, a Vicodin prescription, and more pain than I've ever felt in my life. While I was at my game, my parents were at the nursing home with our family friend, Eddie, who was dying of brain cancer. I had spent the entire day with them at the nursing home, but left for my game because we wouldn't have enough players without me. Around the same time that I broke my ankle, Eddie passed away. Friday, I have an appointment again with the orthopedic surgeon to see if my bones are shifting or not. Since Thursday, I've been in an aircast and encouraged to try and walk on it to stress the fracture. This will let them see if I have to get surgery to insert pins in my bones. Hopefully, my bones decide to stay where they are and I get a more stable cast on Friday. I've had a looong week, but I decided that while I'm down with this injury, I'm going to revamp my blog, and try to write every single day. Between reruns of The Real Housewives of New Jersey, Spongebob, and Top Chef, I'm going insane. I'd love if everyone could recommend some good food, fashion, or teen blogs to me, so I have something to do during the day. Love you allllllll <3

Like, if you could sit in a room with your heart beating crazily for about two hours, then you know how I feel everytime I'm around him. I can't stand when he's mad at me, and he lets me cry to him when I'm upset. He just listens & holds me, then wipes the tears off my cheeks and finds a way to make me happy again. He does all the things to make me smile, and I'm finally so happy in a relationship. But of course, there's someone blocking my complete happiness. Can you not just be happy for me? I don't understand why it's such a big deal that I want to be with my boyfriend instead of my friends sometimes.

My musical personality varies from new country to oldschool rap. Inbetween those two are also modern rap, R&B, alternative, indie, acoustic, screamo, pop, and a few supermainstream annoying songs that you just can't get out of your head.

But I have a dilemma.

My big brother bought me an iTouch (YAY! but that isn't the dilemma)

and it has 16gb of memory

I have about 8gb taken up on it,

and I am in desperate need of new music.

My old songs are getting rather stale.

To give you a sense of my types of music, I'll put my iPod on shuffle, and give you the first fifty that cycle through.

Don't judge me :D

1. I Write Sins Not Tragedies by P!ATD (old P!ATD is legendary. gotta keep it on the old ipod (: )
2. Angel by Natasha Bedingfield
3. Unwell by Matchbox Twenty
4. The Phrase that Pays by The Academy Is...
5. Banana Pancakes by Jack Johnson
6. New Soul by Yael Naim
7. Photographic Memory by Sky Eats Airplane
8. Mad by NeYo
9. Save Your Scissors by City & Colour
10. Sorry to Interrupt by Backseat Goodbye
11. Lasting Impressions by The Starting Line
12. Blow by Rick Ross
13. How Forever Feels by Kenny Chesney
14. Mr. White by A Cursive Memory
15. My Girl by The Temptations
16. Remembering Sunday by All Time Low
17. Knocked Up by Kings of Leon
18. Crazy Ex-Girlfriend by Miranda Lambert
19. Don't Trust Me by 3oh!3
20. Momentum by The Hush Sound
21. How You Love Me Now by Hey Monday
22. Honey & The Moon by Joseph Arthur
23. Birthday Sex by Jeremih
24. Hurricane Streets by Hey Monday
25. My Apologies by The Hush Sound
26. Smooth Criminal by Michael Jackson
27. To Trixie & the Reptile, Thanks by Chiodos
28. I Told You So by Keith Urban
29. Time after Time by New Found Glory
30. Waddle by Gorilla Zoe
31. Better than a Psychic by Mercedes
32. Stand by Me by the Temptations
33. T-shirt by Shontelle
34. She's Country by Jason Aldean
35. 6 Minutes by Lil Wayne
36. Let me See the Booty by The Dream
37. Midnight Highway by Daphne Loves Derby
38. Little Bitty by Alan Jackson
39. Hourglass by The Hush Sound
40. Cold as Fire by Britney Spears
41. Daughter by John Mayer
42. Attention Attention by The Academy Is...
43. Corona & Lime by Shwayze
44. I Can Tell You're Lying Because Your Lips are Moving by The Apathy Eulogy
45. Turn My Swag On by Soulja Boy
46. Ransom by Drake & Lil Wayne
47. Whats a Goon To a Goblin by Lil Wayne
48. We Be Steady Mobbin by Lil Wayne
49. Take Your Sweet Time by Jesse McCartney
50. Harder to Breathe by Maroon 5

Do you have any song/band/artist suggestions based on this small sampling of my musical likes?

Please comment with a suggestion & recommend so I can fill up my iPod (:

My nails are blood red, with a shimmer if it's in the right light. I have a bandaid wrapped around my pointer finger, nursing a wound from my stained glass class. Sharpie marker covers my hand. A small peace sign by my thumb, "stay strong" scrawled along my wrist, reminding me not to let these cruel high school girls get to my head. Homework assignments dot the top of my hand, in clean, precise handwriting. My hands are small, leading to thin wrists. Muscular, smooth arms. Tanned and defined from days working and playing in the sun. Collarbones poking out of freckled skin, my hands always find their way to these odd bones when I feel awkward. Modest chest, not big enough to be a hassle, but not small enough to make me unhappy. Love handles, chunky stomach. Small diamond lodged in my navel, tan lines where my bathing suit bottoms were over the summer. Thick, muscled thighs. Strong calves, adorable feet. Tiny round toes, perfectly pudgy on the bottom. Toenails the same color as my fingernails, but little stars dotting my big toenails. Back up to my collarbones, leading to my neck. Kisses planted here are remembered. A silver chain hangs loosely, a small silver turtle, dotted with green rhinestones dangling off of it. Pink shell-shaped ears, intersected by two star earrings in each ear, and a small diamond in the cartiladge of my right ear. Chipmunk cheeks, forever blushing due to fair skin, turn even more pink when complimented. A normal nose with a bump in the bridge, an awful battle scar from a hard candy fight. Bubblegum colored lips, coated in a perpetual armor of chapstick. Big blue eyes, with a circle of yellow surrounding my pupils are protected by long, black lashes. Green and purple eyeshadow, completely opposite, but working together in perfect proportions. Lashes coated in mascara, lengthening them so much that they touch my brow bones. Eyeliner on the right spot underneath my eyes, defining almond shaped eyes. Plucked eyebrows, filled in with pencil. Forehead, burning hot where lips touched it last night. Chestnut colored hair pushed back by a zebra headband. Barely staying in my ponytail holder, messy as can be. Straight and thin, silky and shiny.

After years of hating my body, I've finally come to love it how it is. ♥